>>19214930>Honestly I've set plenty of goals and bs keeps happening in my life out of left field to put me back to zero.>This is why I 100% agree with the luck and nepotism part.I told him to set goals because he probably had non. But in your case you are unlucky, I know how it is. I am too, but we can't do anything else besides fighting the badluck, right, otherwise, we just roll into a ball and everything becomes worse
>Everyone with good luck wants to pretend it doesn't exist, but so many absolute fuckups I've known have ended up doing better than me even though I have crazy work ethic giving up my life for multiple years to a company saving every cent only to never be promoted while they promoted someone who got caught stealing and eventually fired for something I didn't do.I realize how frustrating this must be, but life is not over yet anon. You are not doomed to die there and in that position, even though it might look like it.
I am sorry about what happened with your girlfriend, car and house. I am unlucky myself. I was locked up in a looney bin once, I was on so many pills I literally can't remember years of my life, when things got better I almost went to prison for 7 years for something I did not do, grandma got murdered by a doctor to hide her medical errors and I couldn't do anything about it. I Never went homeless, so that I can't understand, but I can understand your pain, suffering and frustration and how sad it is not to see the fruit of the things you spend so much time on. Seeing people who did not endure hardship getting stuff easy is annoying, but being angry at them is bad for the soul because it turns you bitter. I know it happened to me on numerous occasions
anon, I know you are tempted to, but don't lose your hope. Judging by your luck this probably isn't your first rodeo, you probably overcame your faith lots of times already, why not do it once more? Stay strong, because you are strong, the ones who get things handed to them arent