>>21189920i mean, thats just how mushrooms are
i warned you to grow natalensis since it eases on the anxiety
i think its important not to over think your experience
as insightful as it might be, in the end its just a trip, you're not going insane even if you think you are while tripping
first time i took shrooms i started thinking i was gonna need to go to an asylum for having schizophrenia or something and afterwards was completely normal
just calm down and give it like two weeks before you try doing anything again, get some food in you and take a walk or something instead of doing something foolish like admitting yourself to a hospital
at this stage its just gonna make you panic even more
if you feel the same in like a week then sure go to the hospital or something