>>12317695>>12317722I feel like you took that discord part and ran off with it making a bunch of assumptions. I deleted my account pretty much because I was getting sick of the mentality of people there. Besides all the pedo-trannies and homos you see on a regular basis everyone speaks in the same server in-jokes, memes and use the same 3 or 4 words to describe everything (cringe based normie etc.). Anime and vidya are pretty much my only interests but that's besides the point...
The thing with everything you said here is that everyone is already in their own little social circle and I have no idea how to approach that. Like if I try to imagine myself in there shoes, I picture myself sitting with friends laughing at in-jokes and whatnot and then this loser i've never spoken to comes up and makes some uncomprehensible joke. I feel like they'd just stare at me until I wither into nothingness. I'm honestly glad I seem to be asexual (women don't turn me on) because otherwise my social frustration would also include sexual frustration and I'd probably be on /r9k/ or something seething about it. I've been thinking about this alot recently and just living a life of total solitude seems more and more plausible and prefferable.
