did not get to sleep. rolled around in distress. gone from content to lovesick... thinking you're more hurt than i imagined. i understand i guess. you want me to change too and i'm trying. consider this though, i've been able to get you to change and grow, and i've mostly done so without punishing you. i try compromises, pleading, explaining... i dunno how i do it sometimes but i try to be gentle. i never name-called you or withheld my kindness, i'd never do anything like that to you. everything is an attempt to make you stronger and better, and my goal is your happiness. i don't think you're in the same place right now. i messed up big, i know. but someday you'll be gone from there, really you will. our love is going to outlast 4chan, and whether or not you see it now, it's a lot more important and bigger than anything that happens here. you don't need to hurt me anymore, i've learned my lesson and tears have flown. i'm at my best when i'm happy, and i want to be better for you. your kindness nourishes me, and i need more of it.
>>22799609made $51 trading too.
