>>8955719unfortunately, that wouldn't work with me.
you see, i have this terrible hiccup that randomly comes up, it's really high-pitched, and it would destroy the consistency of being "MANLY" and reveal it all as futile affectation.
also, my endocrinologist says that i have mild androgen insensitivity, because my blood has tons of free testosterone, but apparently it all just sits around and aromatizes into estrogen.
it's quite an embarrassing condition to have, but i have to live with it