had a nap. was gonna make fun anime girls but i had bad dreams. x-men, ex-lovers, and being excluded from the party. woke up and things got worse, started thinking about the stock market and going over my fears, what if this just keeps going? i really don't know, i think i know what it's about but do i really, and is there ever going to be a resolution? are we really getting the argentina treatment? started thinking about some other stuff too. painful memories. women have hurt me before i'll just say that. i'll try to cheer up. it is the weekend and i'd like to talk to my crush. i'm happy i've got a new hobby in trading, but it's distracting me from what i really want to do, hoping to make up time this weekend, but your life seems fuller than mine, rarely see you outside market hours. missing you now. i'll cheer up and say something nice later, maybe something funny. sorry about this, needed to vent and i don't have a therapist or a financial advisor, two things i probably do need. crypto seems to have withstood today's terror, as did homebuilders and related stocks, makes one optimistic for the country. think it was a 90% downside day, negates the bullish 90% days we had in mid march unfortunately. we can probably look forward to one or two mega green days at the resolution of this whole thing that are even better than purim+st. patricks day on the other hand.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9E6b3swbnWg 