>>10067532Just remember that life is full of hurdles to achieve your desires. So long as you face them without fear you will have what you desire.
>>10067534Yours is a desire of fantasy. We all have images in our heads that wish to be manifest in the reality we find ourselves in. Unfortunately many fantasies are outlandish and therefore do not fall between logic or emotion. To attain your desire discern what of it is fantasy so that you can see the path to attain what you desire.