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I write this after shortly experiencing this. Even now the once crystal clear details are starting to be muddied. I am not really a religious person which is why it seemed strange to me.
I wasn't feeling well and just got up from a nap for a few hours. I went to bed feeling miserable about everything. Mostly about being alone and how chronic loneliness and depression is killing me. I had some strange dreams about colors and connections between seemingly abstract things. colors and sounds that I unironically cannot even begin to describe. Clocks made of golden gears set in fluid granite. How Christ is King and how we should be playing the long game when it comes to our politics. The experience wasn't terrifying, quite the opposite. A sense of wellbeing fell over me reassuring me everything was going to be OK. That the wrongs and ills of the world will soon be made right. That NOTHING can stand against the will of GOD.
I awake. I the sense of wellbeing still remains. I check the clock on my phone. 3:16 a.m. Sunday, Feb 7
sorry if it seems like a rambling mess it seemed a lot more clear half an hour ago but strangely the sense of wellbeing remains.
