>>424694Yeah I know your right, but fuck. Whyyy. I wasn't always like this.
Maybe it's just the way the world is and this is what it turns some people into. The world IS a sick and evil place, and a lot of people really don't care about you. They will take and use you up.
Maybe my "late stage aspbergers" idfk is just my defence\coping mechanism. A large part of me believes it's natural and protects me, maybe it really does in the end. And I embrace it.