>>23624892>everybody liked me before I crashed outno, they didn't
I know they didn't, because I always defended you
you think if Betty leaked your address, she did that because you meant so much to her?
if people close to her found it funny, is that because they liked you so much?
you already HAD problems at that point, even if you weren't aware of them (and apparently still aren't)
if you choose to vie and climb the hierarchy, to get to the prize at the top (in this case, Betty), there's invariably a degree of politics involved
you have to navigate the social dynamic; you have to attack, defend, distract, form alliances, backstab, etc.
it's like when you approach a girl in a club, and you have to get her friends on your side first, before you reveal your interest in her
it's normie politics
and I'm guessing you played your strategy poorly, or you didn't even have one, or you didn't even know what fucking game you were playing, because you're a foolish man
trust me, I'm an autistic bastard—none of this comes naturally to me, either, but I've studied people all of my life, and they always, always organise like pic related (always)
I'm giving you solid advice on how people work as a system, from the perspective of somebody outside of that system
it's a good perspective to have
you are now that slave guy at the bottom, but you weren't always
