>>557082I know your hurt i've been there and known people who have too. My neice was regularly raped and abused by her father but she's still alive and happy you just have to put some real effort into caring and loving yourself above anybody or anything. Just change your life things get better i promise you find somthing you will actually enjoy and fucking leave the cunts and dicks in your life in the dust
Here's some videos that might help you out anon i really hope you watch some of em
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UoLWYhwROBIhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9WWzbzevTAhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLDYtH1RH-Uhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q-Ch8MeH5BIGive some of those a watch and i really hope something there peaks your interest and i hope you make some positive change in your life even if it just starts out with you doing somthing that will make you feel alive again like stealing,climbing a crane fining a new place to explore or living off grid, i've always really wanted to leave everyone and live with nature. and you deffinately can if you really want to aswell lookup "crown land for sale" "work on farms" ect ect
I wish you the best anon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6bbMQXQ180 