Quoted By:
Tayleigh
I hate that I feel this way. That I legitimately have a crush on a stupid internet girl I've never even had a conversation with. That she has me smitten just because of her personality. That seeing her smile warms my heart. That when she has her little autismo moments I think its the most adorable thing ever. That I legitimately look forward to seeing her streams. That I feel protective of her and don't want to see her get hurt and embarrassed.
This has never happened to me before. I'd never sent a single tip to a streamer until her. She's so cute when she gets a new vinyl it makes me want to send her one. This is not good. This is not healthy. She will never be my friend, its an impossibility. I'd just like someone similar to her, but I've never met anyone like her. I really need to leave these threads and stop watching her for my own sanity.