>>23405002my pain is constant and sharp and i do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact i want my pain to be inflicted on others
i want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and i gain no deeper knowledge of myself
no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling
this confession has meant nothing
but thanks awfully
>>23405016that was not the bbbm
