>>17133087you're not going to gain anything if you can't stop thinking about race. there are resolutions to these questions but you won't be able to understand them until you understand some further context of the story. if race is too important for you to set aside and have an open mind, then you wont be able to change from where you are. you can either trust their is a sound resolution to your issues and continue investigating, or you can not trust it and forget the matter.
consider picrel. you are inadvertently allowing jews to occupy your mind from truth due to your fixation on evil.