>>23353073i deleted it because back in may i matched with a girl and bragged about it here and after that penelope stopped talking to me. i was kinda trying to make her jealous i admit that and it was wrong, but i was also very lovesick and frustrated, wanted to get close to a woman. this isn't the girl in question but i did match with her, but she ghosted me when she found out i didn't have a job and lived with my mom. i downloaded bumble too but i have no luck on that app, guess i can try hinge too. i've only ever met one woman from apps anyways and it didn't go anywhere but major heartache. i'm going out to a monthly event that has like-minded people, that just started again after a summer hiatus, and trying to get out more, but it's really hard for me. i don't drink and i'm very shy in person and have no friends, it's tough to connect, i'm on a different wavelength from most people. it's why i love penelope so much, she understood me right from the beginning and it made me so happy.
