>>9412556Don’t come here to America, if you’re not too invested in Canada, try joining the French Foreign Legion.
It’s an all-male military force with tough training. They’ll give you a new name, a new date of birth, and a new citizenship, and they accept literally any man, provided you can pass a medical screening. It won’t be easy, but they can give you a new life that doesn’t give you time to worry about anything sexual.
I didn’t join the FFL, but when I was in training I didn’t worry about trivial things such as sexuality, and I came out a more masculine and normal person.
Give it a try, you won’t be disappointed.