>>17441433oh my fucking god i did it
i have gone almost thirty one years without having any fucking contact with a girl intimately, and tonight i just spent it making out with this one succubus i summon’d for the whole night.
before all that, i was so fucking done. i was done. i have had the shittiest connection to the arcane forces, and this morning i had fully accepted i was done. so i had thought
idgaf if i wanna continue offering my life essence to this unholy being or not. all i care is that i got what i shot for. this is more than enough for me.
call it what you may: magicka, mana, mojo, chakra, ki, etc. All i know is that I got “it”, and i have been shown what i am capable of.
I believe in you. I believe in me. I believe we can fucking do this
Look mom, I'm in /pol/'s garbage bin again!