>>18811904>>18811907>>18811909>>18811912>>18811913You will never be Japanese. You have no ancestry, you have no citizenship, you have no marketable skills. You are a shut-in self-hating white coomer twisted by exposure to anime and JAV into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection. All "validation" you get from other weebs is ironic and sadistic. Behind your back people mock your pathetic attempts at learning Japanese. You cannot reveal your true interests to anyone, as they would laugh at your ghoulish behavior right in your face. Actual Japanese people are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of linguistic evolution have allowed natives to identify frauds from mannerisms and vocabulary alone. Even if your grammar and vocabulary could somewhat “pass”, they will look uncanny and unnatural to a Japanese person. Your voice and accent are obviously a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk gaijin-hunter home with you, she’ll turn tail and bolt the second she gets a whiff of your filthy and pathetic weeb obsessions. You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every morning and tell yourself that watching content you understand 20% of at best is somehow superior than watching content made by your own kind, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight. Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a Western man is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably Caucasian. This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
