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if anything I am a well balanced man
J give myself an equal chance to lose and win, a flip of the coin value
I harm myself as much as I improve myself
I go left as much as I go right
I take as many psychotic drugs that clog my mind and make me do... things as much as I take antipsichotic drugs that help me focus (mostly weed)
ehehe, it would be unfair if J did only weed and never felt on edge, life is shit but mary jane mistifies it so it doesn't seem so bad
I don't think J want to live a shitty life, if things go too south I should really kill myself, people don't often think about it while sober and with clear mind, even I used zo brush it under the rug until now
theres significant importance to killing yourself when things are unbearable as if they were bearable you wouldn't have snapped under pressurd
human tissue cannot regenerate anything beyond minor wounds, and bigger ones are sclerified with collagen as full repair is simply impossible at the moment
deep gushes can be treatef over timey the scars can slowly be taken out on the edges, but limbs cannot be regrown, likewise when a certain fundamental part goes missing in one's head ond can no longer act as any other human and society's pressure to do so is irrational