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I need some advice so I'm gonna ask.
I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia, panic disorder and OCPD: I've been getting basic welfare since the beginning of the year which will be replaced by disability welfare next month since my application was finally accepted.
I could live my entire life like collecting welfare money but fuck that, I don't want to own anything to anyone. I've already started taking small steps to reintegrate society but I'm still uncertain about what to do (or my ability to do it): I've bought a chinkphone even though I was (and still am) against the idea of owning something that can easily track me but I could only be contacted by mail/email before that.
I stuttered like a motherfucker but I've contacted the nearest driving school and I'll register there on wednesday after seeing my therapist.
The next big step would be to get back to college (it's free/inexpensive over here) or getting a job but I don't want to put the cart before the horse: I don't know how the driving school thing will go, I'll turn 26 in ~4 months and my CV is abysmal. I don't even want to do anything really (thanks to anhedonia and avolition). Moreover, my parents want to move out so I have to hurry up and get my driving license before they sell the house.
So here I am, unsure about the whole studies/job thing (looking at people around me, I've come to the conclusion that it is more of a circumstance thing than a hard work one). I was thinking about programming since I can do that from home and I can start studying on my own right away but the field is flooded with pajeets. I was also thinking about manual labour which would only require 6-9 months to a year of training but I'd prefer working at my own pace.
Any advice?