>>16071700>>16071679The perverse pride you show in your disability is not good.
Faillure to communicate effectively isn't good.
It's called being scared and shy. You are like a baby. You need to be honest. Liars are scared, truthtellers aren't.
Join toastmasters and just start giving speeches in front of people.
It will fix you.
Your problem is you don't want to fix yourself.