>>12678424>All that anger is being blocked by a very though shield of apathy, so I always warn people not to piss me off. Once it's broken I become a bloodthirsty beast with almost no sense of mercy or forgiveness.Literally me. I'm pretty sure I'm borderline, and I've had people tell me things I've said and done during episodes of anger, and every single time I have ZERO, I repeat, ZERO recollection of those said things, at first I thought I was getting gaslighted or something, "no way I could've said that", I thought. But recently I've become aware that I might be prone to blackout rage.
I'm afraid of what I might end up doing to someone that gets on my wrong side, I truly am.
