>>8758868That sounds quite rough, OP. You do have a right to be upset at your situation as long as you don't let it drag you down
I'm sure if you just hang on for a bit and take little steps forward, you'll be in a better spot eventually
If I have anything to add it's that you should work on your behaviour yourself without waiting for circumstances to change it
Sorry if I'm being too assuming and feel free to disregard everything I've said since I'm not exactly a qualified psychologist
