>>15746104>Told me once about magic and bullshit, using your mind and willpower to make shit happen. I'm not the type of person to believe in that stuff, makes him seem just as batshit crazy as the rest.That sounds like just normal boomer beliefs, like "pull yourself up by the bootstraps, look him in the eye, firm handshake, and you'll get a job!". "If you think negatively, more negative things will happen to you. If you think positively, more positive things will happen to you."
Your dad is normal. Tell him you are going cuckoo for cocoa puffs, and he might help.
If he can't help, go to a church for help. Depending on the church, there are volunteer groups you can join which have to nicest people in the world who will support you and even be friends with a crazy autist.