>>15432988>why?Oh, yeah, I really like the schedule I've right now, I wake up while it's getting dark and stay up all night, I feel like it doesn't get much more comfortable.
>thanks to something around 1 week agoHuh, interesting, well, that's good then, hope it lasts.
>could just do it without thinking.I suppose so, but not thinking is a bit hard to do, especially when you're really self-conscious and all.
>i got over my terrible fear of insects that way.Lol, I've the same. I literally run away when I see a cockroach or anything, the only ones I can stand are flies.
>id do social stuff to improve my social skillsHm, well, how realistic and close-by is that, to think about? Something like that, I can't even get an idea of where to start with. But maybe that's just me. Maybe simpler stuff like just going into a store and ordering stuff, is what you mean? Or outright making friends and hanging out? It's insanely hard to find someone you really feel like being around and not putting on an act for. Hard enough on the internet, and real life, I can't even comprehend. And, do you think it would really get you anywhere different and make you happier even if you did improve your social skills to a point where you could function, at least? I suppose that might be over-thinking it, at surface level it's something that helps.
>dissociation only messes with ones cognitive abilitiesHuh. Yeah, I suppose it really is something I couldn't understand. But that's very interesting. I've pretty bad navigation troubles and fear myself, but, sounds like it's way different for you. I can only walk around about two streets near our apartment, because it's where I've lived my entire life and I've gathered enough to be able to walk around, but anywhere outside I'm too scared to even wander into, the fear of getting lost and something bad happening, I think. For you, it sounds like on another level, I'm sorry, I hope you get that sorted out, good luck.
