>The Eden story does heavily imply sexualityIt is the first known biology textbook.
>You want to become one with God and Christ? Repeant, forsake your degenerate lifestyle and do your best to lead a rightous and upright life.You're an autistic fundamentalist trying to find connection without understanding the bigger picture. The path you're on leads to this:
http://psychicwarfare.com/The sad tale of Tim Rifat is long and tortured one. Don't become this guy. Read widely and understand what the metaphors represent. It could save you decades of 'research'.