Normalcy
>>10057338Also this
I have a lot of grandiouse wants but they really just seem to stem from the fact I feel behind everyone in development, probably because I spent most of my life not wanting to do anything and wasting time by myself so i don't have much to show compared to everyone else. Even knowlege about anime, video games, and stuff like that Im behind on, because I didnt have access to that growing up. I just feel like I really know nothing and have nothing to offer. Everything is alien to me, the only time Im at piece is when I finally find something I want to do or if im dreaming, both of which is always too short a time.
