>>18142113There is a midul ground lad.
Many marriages make it.
You're right about gym bunnies but doesn't hurt to be in shape.
Working hard in the right job can elevate you.
Side projects can be fun if you do what you enjoy, everything can be monetised.
A dog will be happy no matter how bad your life is.
You are the bad side of the good coin. I'm not saying the other side is better but it's not as bad as you have allowed yourself to think.