>>14421131Same, only not as old. I'm just reading and workout out, trying to avoid porn and fapping plus working on myself spiritually where I can and getting my daily lulz. I'm probably schizoid idk. I just vastly prefer to be alone most of the time and I don't associate aloneness with loneliness. I lost a lot of friends along the way due to my own apathy. I still think of them as friends, though they might not think the same of me; I kind of ghosted all of them. I just lost the will to keep a social life. I love all of them dearly, but something broke in me. I don't actually hate women either or anything edgy like that. I try to cultivate compassion toward NPC ignorance, but it's difficult sometimes. I'm flawed too, I know how hypocritical and vain I am. They might be NPCs but really I'm no better.
