>>6150162its okay though, she was right on the cutting being addictive seeing as i have exactly 50 scars on my arm over the course of a couple months. i had a very surreal moment just a week ago with an old high school friend, because my cuts were still rather fresh and were scabbing so it was very
noticeable.so he asked what happened to me, and i just told him a couple accidents and he saw right through it. i almost had a really bad breakdown after that, felt like i was gonna wake up from some hysteric haze with cuts and blood all over me in the bathroom. thankfully i managed to keep it together and we watched Antman and The Wasp at the theater. it was still a pretty bad experience for me, my legs were shaking the whole time and it just felt like i was gonna break.
