>>12531861>condition yourself as a means to benefit othersI have the current worlds most advanced tool of mass communication at my fingertips. I can give advice, help and the eventual enlightenment to some guy in a desert with a laptop or some dude in a jungle or some other NEET in a urban jungle. I dont have to leave my room, all is provided to me, Im frugal and ascetic so I dont need much. I can avoid all of the outside dangers to fulfill my mission. I have an astral wife I hang out with 24/7 while we work our issues out, I can hang out with other higher entities just for fun or teaching lessons, I am granted rest and healing in the higher realms any time I need. I am being sent signs that I am making great progress. I am given everything I ever wanted, a whole new form of existence was opened up to me and all that is asked is that I help others find it too, which is the least I could do.
the price for all this? realize what a shitty cunt I was in my earlier life and having to repent hard for it, on my own ofc, noone forced me. to so see my own demons in others, the worst that I could be capable of. and all it took was a little shake up from my own thought of being some mad cunt, that you arent invincible, years of depression and hitting rock bottom at mach 3.
was worth it in the end, good times, would do again/10.
