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>6 months in and still don't know the names of most of the people in the temple, can't even start conversations with the youngest, literally all I do is play around with the 14 year old because I'm still a mentally stunted adult in the end
Yeah if practicing constantly means i can make progress in life and i made zero progress then it isn't working. I think I'll switch to the Zen temple and if that also fails just stop being a religitard or something.