>>20430017If this is you, then i had a very similar experience i the military...
>be me, 19-year-old fresh NCO>meet a civilian cook at the base bar, total plaphog>decide "fuck it," want to experience sex for the first time>head to her barracks apartment>start making out, notice the room full of her memories and Polaroid >pictures, feeling a pang of guilt>she strips down while I'm still in my uniform>throw her on the bed, take off my top half of the uniform but keep boots and pants on>begin eating her out, the smell is like blue cheese, gag a bit>notice small bits of toilet paper around her pussy, realize I'm basically eating remnants of piss>push through and start plapping her in missionary, finish quickly because it's my first time>lay down next to her, overwhelmed with shame after cumming>wake up in the middle of the night, sneak out to my own barracks>mouth covered in white crusty residue, feel disgusted and regretfulStill fucked her the next time i met her at the bar..