>>23584748hi
did you go to church today?
i was very sad this morning, even crying and i never cry, it just hit me out of nowhere (well i know what caused it, but the tears were very unexpected)
but I'm not nearly as sad anymore after service, a bit, but no longer so sad im crying
if you want to know, i went to this 2 day event for computer nerds and my 'tism didnt allow me to talk to anyone for the whole two days I was there
and im a big computer nerd too
I am (was) very dissapointed in myself that I couldnt overcome whatever is inside me and just be awkward and talk to people (who are, ironically, also awkward at first)
