>>6256132Im too scared of death to properly live my life, I literally stay up til 7 am every day crying and listening to music desperately trying to fall asleep. One of the few things that makes me happy is drawing (pic related, made it a month ago) and writing. But as you can see its pretty shit.
I just want someone I can genuinely talk to. Can't talk to family, they wouldn't understand what am going through and every time I've told them they either say to grow up or "get help". Can't talk to a therapist, no money. Can't talk to friends, their advice is pretty much useless. I don't know what to do with my life and I feel like an immature stupid piece of shit who can't understand a basic fact of nature. Thanks for making this thread OP. Shitposting can be fun at times, but I've needed to vent somewhere for a while now. G'night r/banter.