>>9927767I'm slowly doing this but still using cigarettes, it's the same time of automaton line of thinking with cigarettes but at least you cant really drown yourself in it. Have half a cig and you're good for a few hours, feeling sober has actually started to feel decent lately but, I used alcohol to cope with all my "sins" and it's so easy to drink the sins away but ultimately it's a vicious cycle of poisoning yourself
Sure other people have different purposes for drinking, but there's healthy drinking and then self-destructive drinking. I like how much better my brain works when sober now but it's still hard. I realize alcohol is a rather unacceptable outlet for me personally but I'm still using cigarettes for a similar purpose though I don't get fucked up from those and am still reflective of my situation even with smoke in my lungs
