>>15935020>>15935083>I think you can do things to prevent it in the future.so true, thats why i dont get caught up in any retardation, like in games, if i want to climb the ladder but i fuck up, that doesnt mean i cant climb, all i have to do is not fuck up the future, so why did i fuck up, what should i have done instead etc and then next time i dont make the same mistake
>if your friend knew that you would be feeling like that over the matter, then, I'm sure that they would've made it an absolute to prevent it.true, while i was starvign i felt like they dont care at all but thats not true, just what it felt like,
>what do you think about opening up to them, about how things like this really makes you feel?oh yeah definitely, thats the best part of our relationship, that we can talk about things like that and it isnt weird or awkward at all, i really dont know why i was being such a baby and not messaging them again for 2 months whe ni wanted to talk though, pretty retarded
>Do you just think that it would be a burden on them?i dont think so, like you said theyre really my friend, known them for more than 10 years and we talked about so much
>And, I don't imagine that they would feel good about it at all, if something like this happened again and they could've prevented it. Isn't it just a bit unfair to not let them know about it, if they're hurting you by accident and not knowing about it?TRUE i didnt even think about that at all actually... holy shit thats a great point, like if i was unintentionally doing something that hurt them badly and they never told me i'd feel really bad too
>Maybe not now, you should take it easy and use this next conversation to relaxi think its ok to do it next, it wont be super dramatic/heavy plus like i said we do talk about this kinda stuff before and anyway i dont think i was actually suicidal, just really reckless/hopeless
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