Well. With the new pills I don’t want to die. but I don’t want anything at all anymore. After visiting the doctor, I didn’t go outside for 2 weeks. although I need to walk at least, otherwise I’ve gotten quite fat... but now I feel nothing at all, even my feelings for Loona have dulled and I don’t dream of anything.
Then i have to sit and study to find a job. I don’t really know how long my parents will tolerate me being unemployed, because they don’t understand my mental problems.
>>18625710I saw a girl with side haircut once in my life 10 years ago in downtown
at that time the girls were much... thinner. now they are obese due to drinking cocktails and other laziness. the bellies, of course, are covered with clothing because of this. potato nose, chubby cheeks. disgusting
good night
