>>9646312I'm one of those people anon and I'm here to tell you that it might not be there fault. I can't stay focused either, I have dreams too but I don't know if I have the ability to actualize them. What your describing is a pattern, I see that I have that pattern myself and I've tried so many times to change but I can't make that change. I start well and then I taper off and forget. I feel like I care about making that change, I've felt incredibly strong about it before but it always falls away.
I've accomplished some good things too, but not as much as I've ever dreamed of. Just imagine if you had a distinct inability to set goals and keep to them, you have incredible aspirations and motivation at times and then you boomerang into the void the next day.