>>10801369I used to have crazy anxiety and would literally start having panic attacks in my sleep so I'd be a restless fucking mess all the time. I was already drinking casually but I found out that if I got blackout drunk I slept like a baby, I was probably pounding 3-4 750ml bottles of tequila a week. It didn't seem like too much of a problem cause I'd be on discord every night with my friends who were also drinking and we'd laugh it up on whatever shooter was popular at the time, of course I never told them what I was dealing with. Anyway long story short I got out of the shitty situation I was in, got a better job and as I was starting to take considerable chunks out of my overwhelming debt I slowly but surely got better until I realized I hadn't gotten anxious or panicked in weeks so I hadn't even considered a drink.
tl;dr apply yourself there's always a way out
