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>[Aren't you tired of babysitting?]
The question rings inside my head. It's not uncommon. Especially lately. But I'll block it out. I always do.
>[Oh come on, 'Kels'. The Breast Bout Machine of Goon Japan Pro Wrestling, relegated to chauffeuring FUCKING CHILDREN who aren't fit to carry your bags? You should be ASHAMED OF YOURSELF and the waste of space you've turned into. You used to tell the world your future was so bright you needed two pairs of shades! Now here you are, wandering the downtown distract at night wearing sunglasses. You think that makes you cool? You've LOST YOURSELF looking after these kids.]
There's nothing wrong with looking out for the next generation. What's the point of being here if I can't help--
>[LIKE THOSE OLD ASSHOLES "HELPED" YOU? You've spent so long away, have you forgotten what those Dojo days were like? In Japan or your early training here. Before the comfort of Divine's dollars or Vicky-FUCKING-Royale paid for things to get better without putting in the work? Take your pick, pick your poison. You still stay up all night. Doing crosswords or scratching promo lines into a yellow legal pad, preparing yourself for the next hilarious 'initiation' ritual. And when you do sleep, it's on the floor, BECAUSE YOU'RE A FUCKING COWARD who never stood up to the trainers who used and abused you to stay at the top. But you can't escape me, 'Kelly O'. I'm always here.]
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