>>17381762The problem is that I've never met someone I could stand to be around, nor anyone who could stand to be around me. The relationships I see around me are painful and mutually self-destructive; why would I want that? I can be lonely -which I've become very accustomed to- or I can be miserable in ways I never imagined were possible. It seems I'm supposed to be alone, and I don't want to fight against my nature. Nothing good can come from that.