>>17871532She's not into you, she's being paid to talk to you, and apparently the way to get you to open up is to be extraordinarily nice and sweet. Even if there was true chemistry between the two of you, she won't date a patient because she'd lose her license, and on top of that she'll see you as a lesser man for needing therapy like a sissy bitch. It's like falling for and trying to marry a prostitute you paid for.
On top of that, psychiatrists are often true believers in globohomo shit and no amount of "redpilling" will change their mind. Especially not from someone she can't respect, a rambling schizo weirdo with issues. Sober the fuck up, come to your senses and quit her and this shit you're trying to pull. Don't make a fool out of yourself, and don't get yourself imprisoned you fuck.