my skin is ruined again. very frustrating. though, at least i managed to calm down, i think. my brain did the wise thing. while killing her would free me. the mental scar of killing someone would drive me insane. i would probably also not be able to forget everything. when i was in the psych ward i actually had issues telling them stuff because i forgot almost everything of my past life when i was warded. i remembered stuff again when i returned. i assume something like this would happen again. meaning id truly be free. the present doesnt matter. only the future matters. a moment will pass but the future is forever
>>16048985its a blog, replies dont matter