>>9968387I was during my one and only break with reality. Under the influence of marijuana, thought I was conversing with some entity that was my long-lost wife. Eventually, things got even weirder and the mind sex started. I closed my eyes and it felt as real as any actual sex I've ever had, realer even. It was the absolute strangest shit I've ever experienced in my life. Things got weird quick and I've decided not to ever visit that world again.
This was about a year ago, no psychosis since and now completely sober. Still, I've seen and experienced too much now to know that this isn't just fake. Not every GATE reject might be the rainman, but so many things still don't add up. I suspect I'm some sort of MK sleeper agent but I'm incredibly stubborn so I don't know why they'd bother with me.