>>5578177Oh geez.
I'm glad you made friends who you can connect with more, you should try reaching out to some of them and talk about how you feel.
Try not to let you're grades get to you too much. If you look at them less seriously that could help you, then they might improve.
I feel horrible about your father, you should try to at least seem him one last time. Family is important, and even if you leave uni you can come back to it.
I feel bad for you, that all must be so tough but I believe that you can make it through all of it. You just have to stay strong and eventually you'll have gotten past your problems.