>>16359649no i like them but it's just awkward because its feels impossible for me to talk to them and most of them basically dont try to talk to me, i know they wouldnt avoid it or hate it but they dont try, also feels like this might come across as a trans thing but i'm not, it's just that they have jobs or school or whatever and i dont so its just that kind of thing
but yea you're right about perspective, i even considered that while typing my last reply, not sure exactly how to do it though when i had the same exhausted awkward feeling so many times before in the same situation so it's just something i expect
anyway i gotta go for now, hope things are alright for you and school and the crickets arent too bad