>>8404264OP, I know good and well how hard it is.
I've lost a lot of friends. Realtionship-wise and through death.
And I don't have a good answer for you.
But what I do is look forward to satisfaction.
What's the next great thing I can do to improve my life.
Even if it's just a distraction.
It can make all the difference.
Dumb shit like buying a new TV.
You know. Anything. Just get through it.