Dunno if the tripcode is correct because I was at the phone while creating the thread. Well...
>>13131412Nothing, after all. The electroconvulsive therapy (got the correct name for this shit in English now) can fuck everything up, but maybe it should work. I was going to have an appointment with my psychiatrist and talk about it to him, but he wasn't at the clinic. Gotta do this next week.
It's something like a last resort. Transitioning will fuck everything up in a lot of aspects in my life. If I was going to do this, I would need something like $200k to do all the necessary surgery to make me passable as a real woman. If I do it from the public health care, they'll just ask me to take hormones and then, after 2 years, do the genital surgery. Nothing more. And, when you live on a shithole that the minimum wage is $200, well... even if I save every penny, that would make me wait 83 fucking years to have the whole money.
Otherwise, if the ECT doesn't work, I was wondering if Dignitas could help me with this shit. I'm just tired to cry the fuck up until I sleep every night and then wake up and see that nothing changed.
