>>8711420Fucking mods moved thread and now i lost my reply to you.
in short. It's okay to feel sorry for yourself. Bad things happened to you, and just because bad things happen to others doesn't mean what happened to you didn't count.
Also fuck bullying, it can fuck up people's social skills for life.
I'm not surprised at all that you don't believe in God.
>then i prayed to the devil(lol) yeah isn't it funny how there is supposed to be this epic battle between good and evil but neither team can't be arsed to pick up the phone.
I have no idea what you are doing with your life, all i can say is get out and enjoy the sun sets. maybe even get into astronomy. It's one of the coolest hobbies out there (get Stellarium, it's free). Often i'm done with life but for some reason i can always motivate myself to go out and watch the sun.